Tuesday, June 28, 2011

The day I've dreaded

The final report from the NTSB was published today and I thought I'd be able to handle it. I've heard it all before after all. There's only one problem.........this report is final! I just have to tell myself that Bill would never take a chance. He just wasn't like that. He would never disregard his family or the family of his son. NEVER!!!!!
I hate going back to that day and wondering if they knew what was happening upon take off. Was there any time? Were they scared? Oh my goodness......did they feel any pain?
Lord, please wrap me in your blanket of mercy and comfort!

But I will sing of your strength, in the morning I will sing of your love; for you are my fortress, my refuge in times of trouble. Psalm 59:16

11 comments:

Anonymous said...

Lifting your family in prayer today!

Cathleen said...

Thinking of you today and always...

bizzeemom3 said...

ah Deb...my heart just hurts, plain and simple...

Anonymous said...

Debi, You and the boys meant more to Bill than anything on earth; he would never put himself, or Patrick, in jeopardy. I am praying for the Lord to wrap you in mercy and comfort, as I praise Him for His unfailing love. May you find rest in His presence. much love, cathy z

Jasmine said...

God bless you, Mrs. Rooney. I lifted you up to the Lord at Mass this morning, and asked our Savior to bless you with strength and comfort.

Michele Neff Hernandez said...

Thinking of you, praying for you, and sending love across the miles. I know you aren't alone in this, the Lord really is carrying you on through all the hard times with love and healing and peace. Rest in that when the fear and doubts surround you.

Huge hug.

Michele

Anonymous said...

I love you and hoping you are getting some peace in Steamboat!

Anonymous said...

I, same as you, KNOW, Bill would NEVER take a chance. He would live 3 days in a hanger rather than to jeprodise his and Patrick's lives. GOD knows the truth as we do. HE has been demonstrating HIS Love on a regular basis. I am also, always thinking of you and am always with you. Only GOD loves you more than I do. Dad

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Anonymous said...

I try to look for the perfect words to say to you, but there arn't any. Today like always I hope you dream of them and even if for a sec. you will be with them. God will help you and just remember how amaizing it will be when the day comes and you get to hold - kiss- laugh - and cry together again.