Bill loved to play!
Sometimes pictures are pure torture for me!
These pictures are sweet though and make me smile through my tears.
It's time for Will's 2nd birthday (New Year's Eve!) and looking back on his 1st
and how much fun we all had makes me glad that these are my
last memories of us all being together.
I had looked forward to it always being like this but now I need to get used to
going on without them and trying to make new, fun memories. HARD!!
I'm not especially fond of staying up until midnight for New Years and neither was Bill. I think I'll celebrate Will's birthday, be with the kids, go to bed and wake up in 2010 with new hope.....maybe......hopefully........Lord willing.