I've decided that I've been sanitizing what I've been saying, trying to keep it light. The whole point was to be honest with my feelings as a way to get through this. So here goes........
IT SUCKS!!!! Every time I think of Bill or Patrick, I ache inside.
The memories only remind me of what I have lost.
I wonder when a smile or laughter will return when I think of them
instead of tears?
Proud of his fried turkey!