Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Trying to be thankful

It's another day of sadness; most days I can't believe that I'm going through seems so unreal. I can busy myself with the details at hand but sometimes the icky realization of it all takes over and makes me sick to my stomach. I woke up this morning with a Bible verse in my head saying "Come to me all who are weary and heavy laden and I will give you rest" I felt like the Lord was telling me to curl up in his arms and take a nap with Him and then I'll feel better. What I'd really like is to wake up from this nightmare!

I look forward to seeing Will for dinner, a bath and then bedtime to be reminded that I have things to still be thankful for!


Anonymous Bob said...

Debi, I just stumbled across your blog. I can't comprehend the depth of your situation, but I just have to offer some words, for what they're worth.

People are out here that sincerely care, and wish that there were some magic words. Anything to help you, to reinforce your already amazing strength. You took this step to eloquently express yourself, and your faith comes through.

God is with you, Debi. And we have that promise of the new day, when everything will be perfected.

Amber said...

Such a wonderful baby to be thankful for and another on the way!

jenni said...

Will is so unbelievebly adorable. What a great way to look at it... you still have so many blessings in life and they can (understandably) be disguised by tragedy. Pretty soon you will have another grand baby to hug and kiss :)

SANDRA said...

Good Morning Debi! Just want you to know I am thinking of you today and every day.